Life of darkness and light (editorial)

I experience how to live in both darkness and light. It brought me to places that our naked eyes can't see and therefore I say that our life is surrounded with mystery. We need the darkness and 'evil'to show us the power and strength of light. However, I don't believe that we are meant to dwell in the dark but only to stop there while to notice and observe. We can then move to the light by preference, and our soul will evolve to understanding. 

We are enlighten with our angels and guardians from God. Angels are beings that are totally committed to help the humankind. They will always come when called and will come to your aid when you are in trouble. Sometimes an angel may come and appear as human, who arrives just in time to rescue us from distress. At other times, we won't see them at all, but we only get benefits from the result of their work. Remember to call for your angel or they won't step in. 

There are different ranks of angels; that one that I know are the 'angel bless' and the 'archangel'- which are the most powerful and they are very special. We heard Archangel Gabriel, the messenger. Other include the Archangel Raphael who is the angel of healing, the Archangel Uriel and Archangel Michael. If you are in danger, call for Archangel Michael as he is the angel with the sword and has an army of supporting angels who can protect you. 

As well as angels. each one of us has our own guide. They assist us not only with our emergencies but also with our everyday lives. I know that we experienced to hear e tiny voice giving us advises and guidance. Well, I can say that they are one our four guide, they exist in other realms and visible to our inner eyes. I always ask help to our guide every time I am undecided. Now I found a friend who is a spiritual helper and help me in my journey. Upon walking with her I am almost close in knowing the purpose of my existence.  It is best for us to know our purpose so that we will not be part of the lost souls. 

Heal Yourself(editorial)

The first step to the pathway to real happiness is to heal your emotions, mind, and soul. It is better to live with a peace of mind than carrying a guilt in your heart. People that I know may find it unusual for me to speak this. I seldom speak and less wisdom was heard from me.

If we change our negative attitudes and thinking patterns and then release the pent-up emotions of the past. we will either start to get better by ourselves, and circumstances will be so easy to solve. Both positive and negative thoughts can affect our energy levels, our health, and our ways to protect ourselves from other people's bad vibes. At the stage of life you will be affected by your actions. The spoken words is also powerful, as we say things we are committing them to fact. Our thoughts and emotions have deep and often lasting effects in our state of mind. 

We should also learn to let go of our past. Over the years of traumas and upsets hat we have experienced it build up and we gather baggage that eventually starts to slow us down. Most of us hold to something that will be better to be left behind. We can easily find ourselves caught in a loop of repeated circumstances if we continue to hold the same attitude and view. It isn't easy to change but the first step towards to change is to acknowledge self-worth and love. If we establish a loving relationship with ourselves, we can start to look at our relationship to others. The most important ingredient of this relationship is love. When we love then forgiveness enters in our heart. Forgiveness takes courage and strength  but it is mightily powerful and help you to heal in most amazing ways. Let the pass go and treat the present as gift. 

Once we are done healing our emotions and mind, we are ready to connect to our soul. Our soul is the most precious part of our being. It is the highest form of our self. It is the divine- the spark of God within. God is the source of all life, if we accept that God created us, then our soul must be part of God. Our soul come to life with an innate wisdom. The ultimate aim of our soul is to be completely reunited with its source-God. 

Reincarnation(editorial)

I personally believe that our soul was been Reincarnated, but it is difficult to know when the cycle begins. I may start by saying that the connections of our soul makes is to choose its new parents. Our choice is determined by sort of life experience we wish to have this time around, and partly what we had made in our previous lives. Once we have decided our prospective parent our soul makes contact with our physical body. In my view, the soul only takes up permanent residence at the actual time of birth.

 So, the soul is in residence from birth, and will stay there until it eventually recognizes that it have extracted all that it need in this life. Our soul makes a plan to exit, this can be by accident or an illness. We are like players who pick up our costumes, our body form, then make of our entrance. We act out our part to the best or our ability before making a final bow and leaving the stage, at which point we step back into the real world.

For me, death is merely a transition from one way of life to another, and it is nothing to fear when we die.Our soul leaves our body and moves through a tunnel of great light in which indicates the higher realms of our existence, and this is heaven. If we are filled with guilt and sins when we die, we create a hell that we will suffer until we can learn how to move through it.

I believe in what we see in some movies that once we arrive in heaven we go through to a life review. We look at everything we did and examine how we react to our challenges, we are not punish for what we have done. However, we are encouraged to review our actions and spend sometime on what we are determined to learn. After a period of time we may decide to return to earth to another life.

Earth is the greatest school we can ever had. it is the field of temptations, sins, and iniquities. Life is a battle if we are surrounded with people and situation that are not in the stat of love, peace and strength.

True Friend

                              

 A video with my bestfriend. We may be different from one another but that is the reason

                               why we have so much to share with one another:)

Gothic Angels

Gothic Angels include:

- dark angels
- fallen angels
- angels with black or broken wings
- angels dressed in black 

My fashion, my style

Everyone of us has our own fashion but It disappointed me how society reacts towards us(goth). Not just because we wear black we are already satanist or an oculist. What pisses me off every time I walk and get into our class my teacher give me a bad stare. I mean I'm not half naked, I don't show so much skin. There is nothing wrong of our fashion, it is not our fault either if we have more unique fashion than the usual. Our fashion speak our personality. We are normal and not demonic, a lot of people has those innocent look but demonic inside. So just don't simply judge us, take time to know us and you'll discover something unusual. We are good and nice. Most of the time we are serious, simply because we don't talk for the sake of talking. We think twice before we utter our words. We are not dumb, most of us has a hidden talent. Honestly, we are a shy type individual. 

Gothic Fashion

Gothic has a unique taste of fashion. The style are often borrowed from the Punks, Victorian, and Elizabethans. They usually wear black clothes and both male and female use eyeliner and black lipstick.

My attitude, my ways.

"Attitude"

A person attitude has a great impact in someones life. It will not affect only the one who possess it but also the people that surround him/her. It depends if you use a positive and negative aura. A positive aura may help you to have a good outlook in life. It influences other to do well. I always believe that a person who has a positive outlook in life is a person with a happy spirit. If you walk with God you will find peace and love.

 A negative aura in the other hand may drain someones positive energy causing them to feel weak. A person who possesses  negative energy is sometimes emotionally and spiritually depress. They tend to lose control and forget to know their limitation. They often engage to drugs and drinking, thinking that no one understand them and to feel the sense of belonging. Sometimes the friend you hangout with and their custom and life style will have a great impact and will influenced you. The music will influence you as well, this is based in true to life experienced. I myself encounter this when I was young and naive. It's a good thing I call up to God and ask help. In times of iniquity,sin, and temptation their is no other refuge than to him.  

Music as the sanctity of life

"MUSIC"

(editorial)

Music is the sanctity of life. It is pass down generation to generation. It is the story of our life.Throughout history, in all cultures, music has been an integral part of human life. For me it is one of my source of vitality.

If man is the best creation of God then music is the best creation of man.It didn't only touches the heart but also manifests the implicit humanity.Music so much that it makes the world go round. I'm sad or happy, working or walking, sleeping or wide awake music is on 'cause music sure soothes my shrinking senses and relaxes me. I listen to different types of music for different moods.It is another language I speak.

As a musician I use music to express my words, to share my bloom of words and wisdom. Music is my passion and without it I'm half alive. Though I listen more on hard rock but I didn't forget to appreciate classical music. It is always a crucial need to know the history first before proceeding and practicing new genre. One must know the basic first, I started having my piano lesson before practicing playing the acoustic then to electric guitar.The Music is based on the imaginations. It is full of imaginations with new creativities. For this purpose, you must have the knowledge of some music. Once you start to develop it, it needs new ideas, for which you need creativity.

Samhain

Trivia:

-The feast of Samhain takes place during fall. This is when the pagans remember their beloved dead and honor their ancestors. Records from 730 C.E. tell us that the month of November is also known as "Blood Monath" or Blood Month. The time when beasts are selected for slaughter before winter comes. 

Fools of Damnation

You found me once deep in your dreams

and you are so eager to know the real me

But I am like a shadow that is hard to know

Nor even comprehend my gloom and sorrow.

I as deep as the ocean, You see

I can even fool thy eyes to be deceived

I am as vogue as I can be and even be a foe to thee

But lest thy eyes shall thou would see

You must try hard not to be deceived by me.

"Ace of my heart"

The light of my darkest days 

Immensely diverse in all loving ways

Zealots may come and go they try to destroy us

Zenith and Labyrinths are only found dispute

Acquired my heart, you bit my lips of love,

-Scream so loud,yet could never reach above

Make a coven with me, take my hand

Awaken mt heart, this is our last stand

Reminisce darker days of life

Infidelity takes over our strife

Exercise our faith together through this world,

-Our hearts this time  never be recurled

Ace of my heart, that's who you are

Conquered my world, without even a scar

A piece of eternity, that's who we will be

Believing about you and me.

A piece of my system, you are my heart.

Love, can you tell me, "Who thou art?"